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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Thursday, March 08, 2007 12:28 AM
It's been a long time since i blog. Wanted to blog last Sunday, but was unable to do so. Hence, today, i'm going to write out EVERYTHING!! i felt so motivated to TAKE THE SCHOOLS! take yishun town. i felt that i need to have a break-through now! i just want to let go of the chains that are binding me together that i cannot breathe. There are so many things that i want to do, and yet, i find no strength to do so. More and more problems surface and i wish i was able to deal with it maturely. but why is it that YOU are always against me?

WHY do you have to say that i sucks? and yet YOU don't even want to see me. What right do you have to say that i sucks? irritating? annoying? childish? nuisance? moron? why do you have to shoot me til like this? why do you hate me so much? what is the cause of it? what exactly happen that make you say this?? waited for you, but to no avail. smsed you, yet i cried in the public. called you, but no answer. WHY?WHY?WHY?

i'm going into NYP! gosh. that's like so near to me. i'm sad that i cannot get into the course that i wanted. sobs. and now i got into business management, which is my 2nd choice.. wonder how it will be like to study in POLY! time really flies and i wish that i can forget about the sad memories. i need You right now. i just want to feel Your presence. no matter what, i know i need You most now. i'm willing to sacrifice my work just for your sake.

finished watching du chang feng yun. a very touching drama. but sometimes quite boring. haha. now i'm chasing after this drama, zhen ming tian nu. the song very nice! i like it man. hah. stil got quite a number of shows to watch. =)

is 1am now. i'm going to start work.